Ok, so heres another one for those of you who actually read this stuff. Once again, this was from another time another place. I am much happier now! LOL
Reality
I am now alone
I feel as though you've left me here to die
so all day long I think of you
and then begin to break
all my dreams and fears
In you I did confide
All these things you took with you
My love, my hopes...my pride
We had hour time together
now that worlds a faded memory
We laughed, talked, and joked but now
You wont acknowledge me
You were my comfort
A shoulder to lean on over the past few years
Always there when I needed you
To wipe away the tears
AND WHERE ARE YOU NOW ?
I thought we'd be together for eternity
I was blind but now I realize
You were not in love with me
Reality!
Thats the bullet in my wounded heart
Only a word....... but I can see
One little word of difference can seperate us
Like two ships on two totally different seas
Heath Dimsdle
Understanding Who I Am...
- Heath
- Mesquite, TX, United States
- "If I do not want what you want, please try not to tell me that my want is wrong. Or if I believe other than you, at least pause before you correct my view. Or if my emotion is less than yours, or more, given the same circumstances, try not to ask me to feel more strongly or weakly. Or yet if I act, or fail to act, in the manner of your design for action, let me be. I do not, for the moment at least, ask you to understand me. That will come only when you are willing to give up changing me into a copy of you. I may be your spouse, your parent, your offsping, your friend, or your colleague. If you will allow me any of my own wants, or emotions, or beliefs, or actions, then you open yourself, so that some day these ways of mine might not seem so wrong, and might finally appear to you as right, for me. To put up with me is the 1st step to understanding me. Not that you embrace my ways as right for you, but that you are no longer irritated or disappointed with me for my seeming waywardness. And in understanding me you might come to prize my differences from you, and, far from seeking to change me, preserve and even nurture those differences"
2 comments:
I'm glad you are happier now :-) but in all seriousness though, this is really good writing. You wrote from your heart and God can handle that and heard your cry! Life can be really hard and gloomy at times--but its so wonderful to know that we have a purpose! Our life has meaning! Even when we don't see it..
This blog reminded me of the one that you wrote about "Being Real"..just kind of laying out your real thoughts out there. Our time with Jesus does start now..we are just traveling through this place called earth and our eternity with Jesus has already begun b/c we have him now (if we have decided to follow him). Just like the old saying goes, "Earth is the closest things to Hell we christians will ever have and Earth is the closest thing to Heaven that non christians will ever have." Our life with him starts here and now-not when we die. "Today is the day of salvation".
oh!! i found the "missing post" I was talking about. I accidently posted this comment on the wrong blog. haha Look at the blog you wrote under this-that is where this comment should go!
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